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04 May 2012

just a list of books

I read this article in the New York Times a few weeks ago, a personal essay describing the author’s “Book of Books,” an aging notebook kept for over ten years in which she jots down the title of each read book. I find something romantic about that idea, but I am the type of person who finds most notebooks romantic. However, I am a woman who loses notebooks, spills things upon them, carries them in her backpack on a rainy day rendering everything she owns to become quite soggy. I could never keep a notebook in the same place that I was reading without losing it, destroying it, or leaving it somewhere odd to be forgotten.

Enter: the blog. I will never lose/abandon/forget my blog. A list kept on the info page of my ancient Livejournal, years and years before LibraryThing and Goodreads existed; it was the first time I was able to keep track. It became a habit, to read, to finish, to log on and add a line to my growing list.

My blog in its current format has slowly evolved from this habit, this process, of documenting what I read. Like Paul and her tattered BoB, it serves me in some kind of nostalgic, narcissistic way – I can look back over what I’ve read, over the years, and remind myself of the summer I read nothing but romance, the year I read The Boyfriend List 3 times, the semester I slogged through the thousands of pages of forgotten 19th Century fiction, the time I read through the Harry Potter series in two months and when I closed the 7th book, I immediately ran back to The Sorcerer’s Stone. I can make charts and graphs and count pages and genres and see my preferences and patterns over long periods of time. I can spend hours thinking about myself and my reading and what that means to me.

It’s a comfort, a pleasure, to read and to think about what I’ve read and to self-monitor and to gaze upon my accomplishments. I think that reading makes my life better, and I like to reflect on this phenomenon.

I like to think about why certain stories feel appropriate for different people, different settings, different uses.

How people move from book to book, how they decide when to put one down, how they decide which books are “best.”

I like to think about how I can help others find this same comfort that I feel when I am surrounded by lists of books.

12 Apr 2012

slow reading

First of all, thank you for bearing through my sappy-sappy last post and thank you for your kind comments! I have been trying to keep this blog marginally book focused, but A) I’m not sure I will ever lose my Personal Blogger tendencies and B) I am just a super sappy person. Sorry.

But now, I’d like to talk about books. As I’ve mentioned many MANY times before, I am on the brink of  a major shift in my reading landscape. I usually feel the reading itch this time during the semester, start fantasizing about all the books I’ve missed out on, all the books on my to-read list, all the books that are the complete opposite of everything I’ve been allowed to read… but because I am leaving school, this is feeling like a time for big changes.

A few weeks ago, the Internet was alive with inflammatory opinion pieces about reading. I’m not going to talk about Joel Stein because I cannot take anyone seriously whose argument is “YA books suck. I’ve never read any, but I’m sure they suck. Therefore, if you read them, you suck.”

Maura Kelly’s article in The Atlantic, though, really caught my attention. Her “Slow-Books Manifesto” urges enlightened readers to take their books like they take their food: “Read books. As often as you can. Mostly classics.” Eschew the processed, packaged, high-fructose corn syrup of books in favor of the grass-fed beef, the garden-fresh produce, the home-cooked meal.

This is a food analogy that I like. Actually, I kind of want to stop writing this blog and re-read Animal, Vegetable, Miracle instead.

But many YA book bloggers took offense to this article’s sentiment, arguably because they felt that much of YA – the books they read, promote, and enjoy – does not qualify under Kelly’s criteria for books worth a slow read. I agree that Kelly’s definition seems to be an arbitrary mix of The Western Canon + Contemporary Literary Tomes (Franzen, Gaitskill, etc). This is exactly the kind of Recommended Reading that has irritated readers and writers of “genre” fiction (romance, women’s, SFF, chick-lit, and YA alike) for years and years.

And Kelly’s arguments are a sorry lot. According to Kelly, classics alone “challenge us cognitively even as they entertain,” as if no other books have this capacity, as if some books can challenge the cognition of all people, innately. “Strong narratives help us develop empathy,” Kelly writes, indicating that she has likely never read a YA book in her life, never mind the question of what exactly *is* a “strong narrative”… the language she chooses throughout is so undefined and arbitrary, I begin to feel a little like I’m reading Joel Stein all over again.

But despite poor argumentation, I think that for me, as I move from a time of mandated reading, of 2-5 books on the syllabus each week, I could use a little slow reading.

There is something about trying to stay up to date with the YA scene that is simply wearying – so many books being published, and every other book is just SO good getting SO much buzz, you simply must read. And even if I pace myself, try to read some longer, denser books alongside quicker reads, I usually abandon the longer book. The lure of the new, the easy, the fun, is too much for me.

For me, it’s difficult to juggle a slower-read with other books. And y’all know how much I love to juggle books. A slow-read requires my full attention. And my competitive spirit that urges me to get to 100 books a year makes me feel lazy if I’m not “on pace.”

But here’s the catch. I think plenty of YA qualifies as Slow Read-worthy.


It took me months to get through Markus Zusak’s The Book Thief. I read a chapter and put it down. Read a chapter and put it down. This is a good book, a popular book, but was not easy for me to get through. And I’ve wanted to read Aidan Chambers’s This Is All for years now – it’s the intimate diary of a teen girl, which is something I like to read, and the format is innovative and interesting. But it’s an 800+ page tome; it doesn’t fit neatly into my purse so I can read on the bus. Even an intense voice can be daunting for me – I’ve checked out Daniel Handler’s Why We Broke Up twice now, but can’t get past the first few chapters because there is so much Min there – maybe this is the strong narrative Kelly was talking about? If you have ever picked up M.T. Anderson’s Octavian Nothing, you know exactly what I am talking about: I think this is one of the most brilliant books ever written, but it took me 3-4 readings to come to that conclusion, most of which occurred in 10 minute chunks because my brain couldn’t handle any more than that.

I might take the rest of the year and chill from the reading rat race. There are a lot of books on my shelf collecting dust that have been too intimidating to be read while juggling jobs, papers, and assigned reading; books that while maybe will not enhance my cognition any more than a shorter book, are still probably worth reading.  In a month I will have a chance to do something different, and I’m thinking about taking it slow.

 

 

23 Jan 2012

seven little things about books

1. The 2012 ALA Youth Media Awards are announced this morning at 8:30 EST. I have two extra-special reasons to be excited about this.

2. Reason #1: My adviser/head of my MA program is on the Caldecott committee for this round

3. Reason #2: Tomorrow is my internship day; certainly there should be some buzz around the office!

4. After almost a year’s worth of buzz, I finally got my hot little hands on Anne Ursu’s Breadcrumbs, and then proceeded not to read it for like, two months.

But after hearing one of my professors rave about it last week at her annual “best of the year” book talk, I decided I should kick things into gear; Lance and I took a little anniversary trip into Manhattan on Saturday and I took this book (and ONLY this book) with me to read on the four-hour bus ride.

So far, I am glad I did! I am loving the obscenely artful literary allusions, especially: she pulls from many children’s books without naming titles, relying on your kidlit smarts to catch them. Ursu gives you the impression that the heroine – eleven-year-old Hazel – exists in a world where fiction bleeds over into life just a bit. And I think most longtime readers would find this a familiar concept.

 

5. Today is the first official day of the semester. I am taking two book related classes this semester, my last semester:

  • Young Adult Literature (the library edition)
  • Information Sources for Children (lookin’ at nonfiction books!)

 

6. There is one thought that gives me a great deal of comfort when I am feeling stressed:

No matter what happens when you graduate in May, Jessica, one thing will happen for certain:

you will be able to read whatever you want whenever you want

for the rest of your life!

7. This will give me comfort when I am soon forced to return all the I-didn’t-get-time-to-read-you books to the library.

Goodbye, friends! We will meet again someday!

 

 

16 Jan 2012

2012: week two

January 8 – January 14

My dearest, darlingest roommate moved out this week, so this past week was a stupor of Last This and Last That and moving trucks and cleaning and rearranging and feeling mopey.

To soothe myself, I watched many discs of Gilmore Girls while using my expensive new piece of computer equipment… to play Bejeweled.

Also, began my Spring internship. Highlight so far? I have access to a nearly unlimited supply of free, for-keeps audiobooks. Be still my heart.

Reading:

06 Jan 2012

The Unread Library

Let me tell you a sad story about a girl who has too many books and not enough place to put them all.

I call it The Story of My Life.

Despite the large percentage of my books that currently live in my parent’s basement in Michigan, I have recently reached capacity for my 3 sizable Boston bookshelves. I didn’t even ask for any books for Christmas this year because I knew I wouldn’t have anywhere to put them, and I wouldn’t have any time to read them.

I told you! This is a SAD story, don’t you think?

A year and a half ago, my pal Jules over at Pancakes & French Fries challenged herself to finishing what she calls The Unread Library that takes up shelf space in her own home. I found this project intriguing, but I’m not sure I could ever make the commitment she has made – to not buy a single book before finishing off those abandoned titles. First of all, I have so many unread books, it would probably take me over a year to complete this task. Being that I only buy 3-4 books a year anyway, I would consider the exercise somewhat masochistic – why torture myself when my input is so low anyway?  I think a more effective tactic would be for me to freeze my library card in a hunk of ice until I finish them all… but watching Jules make steady progress on her stack of books is motivating, nonetheless. I’d like to at least document my own Unread Library here, so in July when I am packing up my life into cardboard boxes, I will at least be aware of what books I’ve decided to take with me onto my next life-destination.

Also: please pity my poor, can’t-stand-upright, sway-shelved bookshelf.

  1. Achatz, Grant & Nick Kokonas Life, On the Line
  2. Anderson, M.T. The Astonishing Life of Octavian Nothing, Traitor to the Nation, vol 2: The Kingdom on the Waves
  3. Atwood, Margaret Negotiating with the Dead
  4. Betancourt, Ingrid Even Silence Has An End
  5. Bowe, John Us: Americans Talk About Love
  6. Brown, Renni & Dave King Self-Editing for Fiction Writers
  7. Burnett, Frances Hodgson The Secret Garden
  8. The Chronicles of Harris Burdick
  9. Dahl, Roald Charlie and the Chocolate Factory
  10. DiCamillo The Magician’s Elephant
  11. Donnelly, Jennifer Revolution
  12. Eggers, Dave ed. The Best American Nonrequired Reading 2007
  13. Friedman, Thomas L. The World is Flat
  14. Gantos, Jack Dead End in Norvelt
  15. Goldberg, Natalie Writing Down the Bones
  16. Holloway, Kris Monique and the Mango Rains
  17. Jarzab, Anna All Unquiet Things
  18. Jewett, Sarah Orne A Country Doctor
  19. Johnson, Marilyn This Book is Overdue!: How Librarians and Cybrarians can save us all
  20. Karr, Mary The Liar’s Club
  21. Kipling, Rudyard The Jungle Books: Vol 1
  22. Kipling, Rudyard The Jungle Books: Vol 2
  23. Krauss, Nicole The History of Love
  24. Levithan, David The Lover’s Dictionary
  25. Meloy, Colin Wildwood
  26. Miller, Sarah The Other Girl
  27. Moriarty, Jaclyn The Spell Book of Listen Taylor
  28. O’Brien, Caragh Birthmarked
  29. Oliver, Lauren Delirium
  30. Pessl, Marisha Special Topics in Calamity Physics
  31. Phelan, Matt The Storm in the Barn
  32. Riggs, Ransom Miss Peregrine’s Home for Peculiar Children
  33. Robbins, Tom Still Life With Woodpecker
  34. Scofield, Sandra The Scene Book
  35. Setterfield, Diane The Thirteenth Tale
  36. Skloot, Rebecca The Immortal Life of Henrietta Lacks
  37. Smiley, Jane 13 Ways of Looking at the Novel
  38. Suma, Nova Ren Imaginary Girls
  39. Tough, Paul Whatever It Takes
  40. Troost, J. Maarten The Sex Lives of Cannibals
  41. Turner, Nancy These Is My Words
  42. Twain, Mark Autobiography of Mark Twain, vol. 1
  43. Wallace, David Foster Brief Interviews With Hideous Men
  44. Wallace, David Foster Infinite Jest

P.S. I am fairly sure than when Jules posted her list, I laughed at it’s dainty nature. However, now that I have compiled this list fully, I see that we are exactly evenly matched. Although I am willing to place bets that my own Book to Square Foot of Real Estate ratio is much, much higher. I can’t escape them. They are everywhere.

04 Jan 2012

2012 resolutions

Start first-thing-in-the-morning writing

Look, guys. I used to feel really good about myself in terms of writing. I wasn’t the kind of writer who skipped meals or hobbies or sleep because of the pull-to-the-page, but I got it done. I was good at showing up, at sitting down.

I feel like if I ever want to write anything again, I need to recapture that. Thanks to my new-found coffee skills, last semester I did a good job of getting up early enough to be productive. This year, I will redirect my morning attentions to writing something. Writing anything. Even for just fifteen minutes.

Read 12 new YA releases this year

I hate feeling so behind the loop all the time, but it’s hard for me to keep up with new books when I’m beholden to the syllabus. This year, my syllabus consists of ALL!BRAND!NEW!BOOKS!, I might be able to get my hands on ARCs at my internship, and I will be out of school in May (gag), so this year I will try to read a new release every month. I will consider a book “new” if it was published in either 2012 or Fall/Winter 2011.

Immediately looking forward to…


Continue to pursue a mostly sugar & grain-free lifestyle

In 2011, I started experimenting with a Paleo-ish diet. I won’t bore you with the details of my eating habits – if that interests you, I post about it occasionally on my food blog – but in September I dove in all the way and was pleased with my results. Over three months, I lost about 10 pounds, enjoyed steadier energy levels across the day, less feeling-sick, less food cravings/moments of extreme starvation, and I think an improved mood.

Seriously on that last one. I fell of the wagon around the holidays and started indulging in all sorts of cookies and sweets and such, and at the same time started feeling really grumpy about life, the world, other people, my boyfriend, my family etc. I think I would be stupid not to assume a relationship between the two. It’s hard for me to stay motivated, positive, and productive when I’m in a bad mood, so this one was a big realization.

This year, I hope to continue to cultivate this sugar & grain & junk food free life. It’s really not half as bad as you are imagining, and I think 95% of people will seriously enjoy the benefits.


Run two 5Ks

In 2010, I taught myself how to run short distances regularly. In 2011, I increased my distances somewhat, but more importantly, I crossed the line from feeling like “I hate this I hate this I hate this I’m so glad it’s over” to “Hey, that wasn’t so bad! Look how far you ran! How far can you run tomorrow?”

However, I’m still running less than 3 miles. I’d like to be able to run a 5K by the end of the year, but I felt like that was a semi-lame goal since it would probably only take me a month or so of dedicated running to actually achieve that goal. So I’ll run two.

This goal probably makes me the most nervous. But I think I can do it. I will focus on increasing my distance (which, in the winter, may involve dedicating more time to visit the gym), and once I can run 3 miles without excessive walking-breaks, I will sign up for a race.

Writing that made me feel like puking. Why does this scare me so much!!??


Be ballsy.

Even without a New Year’s Resolution, this year I will have a lot going on, career-wise. I graduate in May. I have a fairly detailed Job Hunt Schedule that starts… oh… right now. I am not concerned about following through with my job-searching-goals. They will happen, no resolution needed.

But I am concerned with being bold. I want to make sure that I am not making decisions based on fear. I want to make sure I take any opportunities that come my way, even if they are goofy. I want to apply for jobs I don’t think I’m qualified for, in places I never thought I’d want to live. I don’t want to let my introverted nature keep me from networking opportunities. I don’t want to ignore an opportunity because I’m being deliberately short-sighted.

I want to keep “Be Ballsy” as a manifesto while I job-hunt this year, to remind me to look around, to consider my own career and personal trajectories instead of focusing on “the job,” and to aim high.


Work on a cleaning schedule

I realize that this might be a futile endeavor, what with the inevitable Moving & Packing and the accompanying Assessment Of All The Shit I Have Accumulated In My Life, but I would like to focus on shifting my cleaning strategy. Right now, I have more of a Clean When You Can’t Go A Second Longer thing going on. In 2011, I did make some subtle changes to my daily habits that keep things a little more under control (putting clothes in the hamper, unloading the dishwasher while I make breakfast, etc), but I’d like to set up a schedule to keep the rest of it under control.

 

11 Dec 2011

Best Reads of 2011!

Yes, it is that time of year again. Time for me to spend hours and hours…

  • Gazing on my long list of books read in 2011
  • Placing said list in various spreadsheets, organizing and re-organizing
  • Deciding which ones I like the most
  • Changing my mind about which ones I liked the most
  • And oh yeah, writing up reviews!

This is not one of those “Best Books Actually Published in 2011” lists, however. You see, I spend much of my life beholden to the syllabus. It is difficult to squeeze in a significant number of new releases while keeping up with the old coursework. Also, I am poor and cannot buy books, and BPL is notoriously bad about purchasing children’s/YA new releases in a timely fashion (You hear that, BPL?? Hire a youth librarian or two already!!) I do what I can, but this is entirely based on the set of books that I have read during the year. Actually it’s more like a “fiscal year” of reading. Dec 1 to Dec 1. This is getting boring. Moving on.

My editorial process for selecting my top 10  goes a little like this:

“Book! I finished you, but I loooooove you and want to squeeeeeeze you and maybe sleep with you under my pillow tonight!”

The rest of the topical lists are books that are awesome, but were ultimately eclipsed by all that loving and squeezing.

The fun will begin later tonight, and continue until Christmas Eve! Which is startlingly close to today! Like, 2 weeks! Oh my gosh! I have no money left to buy Christmas presents! Let’s not get distracted!

 

Sunday, December 11thBest Middle Grade Reads

Monday, December 12thBest Young Adult Reads

Tuesday, December 13thBest Adult Books

Wednesday, December 14thBest Re-reads (they still count for something!)

 

Thursday, December 15th through Friday, December 23rdTop 10 Best Reads!

 

10. Annie On My Mind by Nancy Garden

9. And the Pursuit of Happiness by Maira Kalman

8. Out Of My Mind by Sharon Draper

7. Hush by Eishes Chayil

6. Amy & Roger’s Epic Detour by Morgan Matson

5. The House of the Scorpion by Nancy Farmer

4. Charlotte’s Web by E. B. White

3. Where Things Come Back by John Corey Whaley

2. Made For You And Me by Caitlin Shetterly

1. Born to Run by Christopher McDougall

 

Yay books! Get excited! And at this time, you may place bets as to what percentage of this years mentions are of the sci-fi/fantasy genre. The answer MAY SURPRISE YOU!

01 Dec 2011

end of an era

I just realized that in four hours, I will finish my last MA Children’s Lit class.

I am having trouble expressing exactly how baffling this is. Not only am I growing sickeningly closer to The Future in which I Apply For Jobs, I also have to leave this community of professors, classmates, and scholars who I love so dearly and admire so much. It’s a dream of a life, sitting around and talking about books you love with really smart people.

I need a minute, but I don’t have one.

It’s time to go spend three hours talking about TWILIGHT!

In the meantime, here is a picture of a cookie, courtesy of my Sister Caroline.

28 Nov 2011

you finally got me

We students of children’s literature are often called upon to consider what it means to be an adult reader of  books for children.

The classic leading question we are often asked is whether or not we would be comfortable reading a picturebook in a bar.

The answer we adults are supposed to give is, “Oh my, of course, that would be strange! How weird it is for adults to enjoy children’s literature! The rest of the world must think us creepy.”

Me? I think

A) Um. Who cares.

B) Wait… picturebooks are actually almost inherently awesome works of art that regularly render me speechless with my lack of understanding of fine art! Why would I be ashamed of appreciating ART among other ADULTS?

C) Why am I reading in the bar anyway? If I wanted to read, I would buy a bottle of wine and put on more comfortable clothing…

We also occasionally talk about what books we had to read for class that we were embarrassed to whip out on the T. Again, I am so predictably oblivious that I didn’t notice I read a book with a naked person on the cover until I’d finished 50% of it on the 65 bus and 50% of it at a bar.

Today was somewhat notable. Today was the first day I felt inappropriate, under the microscope, like I shouldn’t be reading a YA book in public.

It’s for class! I promise!

26 Nov 2011

thanksgiving weekend 2011

Done

Doing

  • Working 5 hours today, 4 hours tomorrow
  • Putting up a book display about American food culture
  • Reading The Changeover
  • Working on my time travel paper

To-Do

  • Buy normal-eating food for the week. Preferably nothing carb/sugar/potato-based.
  • Read Twilight
  • Watch The Family Stone while putting up my silly blue Christmas tree